Boyfriend ? hmm.

Assalamualaikum :) 

Ha ! sape  penah ade boyfriend ? hehe. best kan bercinta ni. semuanya indah. sms sepanjang masa, gayut2, dating. wahhh ! memang best laa ! :D

Tapi kan, perlu ke semua tu ? ada kawan saya ni cakap, "Best nya, tgk org laen ade boyfriend". C'mon la dear. you don't need a guy to define your life, to tell people that you're happy, to tell people you're pretty. urgh. sy tk tau mcm mn sy nk explain, tp the point is, semua tu tak perlu ! 

Tipu la kalau cakap sy tk pernah couple. pernah je, and lama pulak tuu. bila break rs mcm nk mati. tp lama2 rs mcm bodoh pulak sedih2. kenapa kena sedih kalau ada Allah ? ALLAH ITU SEHEBAT-HEBAT PENCINTA ! pernah ke jumpa kekasih yang ada di sisi kita 24 jam ? pernah ke jumpa kekasih yang tak pernah kisah kita nak merungut, menangis, mengadu kt dia pasal semua benda ? kalau pernah jumpa, tolong bgtau sy eh ;) hehe. tp adat kita manusia, tkkan cintalah kita kalau tk bertemu, bersua. subhanallah, itulah cantiknya bercinta dengan Allah ! kita kumpul rindu sebanyak-banyak nya, bayangkan one day bila kita jumpa Dia. Indahnya !! :') 

Macam mn nk bercinta dengan Allah kalau kita tk kenal Dia kn ? sebab tu Dia dah bagi surat2 cinta kt kita, al-Quran. baca, hayati surat2 cinta tu. cantik, cantik sangat. yang hebatnya, semua janji2 Dia boleh pakai. bukan mcm manusia yg hnya pndai tabur janji, tp tunaikannya belum tentu lagi. 

Kawan2 ! sy tk ckp bnda2 ni sebab nk poyo, nk menunjuk ke apa, cuma nk sedarkan kita semua, and to remind myself jugak, cinta manusia hnya sementara. I'm not asking you to isolate yourself from the world, avoiding yourself from falling to the opposite gender. NO ! Cinta itu fitrah. MEMANG TAKKAN BOLEH ELAK. tapi apakata kita mantapkan cinta kita pada Dia dulu ? so that cinta kita pada Dia tu membawa kepada cinta kepada manusia ? tk ke cantik kalau mcm tuuu (: 

Jom cintakan Allah sebanyak-banyak nya, ok ? :) 

wallahua'lam. 

My Dear Future Husband (:

My Dear Future Husband :) ,  

I can't promise you that I'll cook the best meal you have ever tasted,

But I promise to make sure that I'll be preparing all your meals and be there with you when you eat.

I can't promise you that our home will be filled with fancy and expensive stuffs,

But I promise that I'll fill it with love and positive vibes.

I can't promise you that I'll be pretty all the time,

But I promise to be pretty only for you. 

I can't promise you that I'll be spending all my time with you,

But I promise to spend all my time thinking of Him, and when I think of Him, I'll think of the love He sends to me. 

I can't promise you that I will not talk to the other guys,

But I promise that only you can look into my eyes and touch my heart.

I can't promise you to be the best wife in the world,

But I promise to try to be His best servant, and pray that He'll grant my wish to be your wife in the life hereafter.

My Dear Future Husband :) ,

I want to be your soft-hearted Aisyah, your loyal Khadijah, your strong Asma', and your humble Fatimah.

And I will love you as long as you love Him :) 

Choices :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. 

Pernah dengar tak orang cakap "You are what you are today because of the choices that you made yesterday" ? Maybe I am just 19 but truthfully, I think I had seen and experienced enough in my life, and I can say that, to make a choice is not an easy deal :)

Yang kelakarnya, walaupun benda ni susah, kita kena buat jugak. Start dari bangun pagi2, pilih nak tidur balik ke nak pergi kelas ;) Then yang perempuan pulak, bila nak pergi kelas kena pilih baju warna apa nak pakai hari ni. Sandals ke heels ? Tudung lilit ke tak ? Kesimpulannya, memang tak boleh lari laa daripada buat keputusan ni. Sigh sigh sigh.

Tapi yang ajaib nya, you can feel the difference when you make choices because of Him and only Him. For instance, "Nak pergi konsert ke, ceramah ?" Memang kalau ikut majoriti akan cakap nk pergi ceramah la kan, konon2 nya ceramah tu membawa lebih banyak kebaikan. Tapi tanya balik diri kita, kenapa nak pergi ceramah ? sebab ceramah tu baik ? sebab Imam Muda Asyraf yang bagi ceramah ? ke sebab ikut kawan ? ;) masing2 tahu jawapan sendiri, right ? :) 

CUBA, CUBA pada suatu ketika, kita ambil satu keputusan tu, SEMATA-MATA kerana Allah S.W.T. Contoh, bila bangun pagi and malas pergi kelas, kita kuatkan jugak hati kerana Allah S.W.T. :) From my experience my friends, you'll be able to see the domino effects in the near future. Bila niat sudah ikhlas dan betul, kita  akan belajar dengan senang. Bila dalam kelas dah faham, revision jadi mudah. Bila revision mudah, result pun gempak ! :D InsyaAllah !! :) 

Kesimpulannya, letaklah Allah S.W.T. sebagai satu2 nya niat dalam setiap apa pun pilihan yang kita buat. From the tiniest little things like what to wear to major decisions in your life. You'll see that when you choose ONLY BECAUSE OF HIM, He'll ease your life :) In the future, you'll be able to look back and smile on how beautiful things have been when you put Allah as the top priority. Yes, sometimes we'll need to sacrifice. No worries. It'll worth all the pain and tears :)  

I made a difficult choice yesterday and I can proudly say that I am where I am now because of Him :) only Him. 

wallahua'lam.