My Soulmate :)

Assalamualaikum (:

Akhirnya ! tiba hari yg ditunggu2. hehe. this budak kecik will be flying off to US in a few hours time. I'm making this fr you bcos I can't find the time to make anything more special :( sorry morry trolly. huhu. 

Dear Fuzah, I love you bcos;

You always know what to say when I am down,

You allow me to irritate you,

You listen attentively when I tell you stories,

You're freakishly annoying :P ,

You still understand me tho we hv not seen or talked to each other for a quite some time,

You're smelly x) ,

You were there through my hardest times,

And you're still there when I'm happy,

We can talk fr hours non-stop,

I can always buy you with food :P ,

And it's simply bcos,

You're Syafiah Mahfuzah ;) 

Dear Fuzah, I hate you bcos;

You're leaving me :( ,

and.....yeah, you're leaving me. 

So, according to my lists above, I found out that despite the fact that you're leaving on a jet plane, I still hv thousands of reasons to love you :) so, no worries. tho you're not here with me, I'll still love you. heee. So busuk, take a very good care of yourself, study hard, enjoy yr new life, don't miss me too much, and don't forget Him in every breath you take. See you in a few hours time :) mwah3 ! 

and yes, don't forget to bathe cos you're so smelly :P

I am dfnitely going to miss you.

Travelog Ramadhan-Journey towards Mardhatillah #3

Assalamualaikum (: 

Alhamdulillah, 12 hari sudah berlalu. hari ni masuk 13 Ramadhan 1432H dahhh :D praise to Allah, it has been a great journey so far (: 

It has been a bit tough for me these few days and worse, I really don't know who to talk to. But coming to think about it, I wasn't being fair to Him. He's here ! and He's willing to listen to me ! tapi still lagi Amal nk pgi cari2 org laen. screw me =.=

Hari ni ada benda ajaib jadi. again, He's being sweet to me ;) I was on my way to KUIS, ade ceramah. Unfortunately, I forgot to bring my spectacles. tp yang kelakarnya, kt dalam van MMU tu ada org trtinggal specs. and when I tried it on, it suited my eyes just fine ! Subhanallah ! :D :D tp kesian kt org yg trtinggal tu, mesti tercari2 specs dia. Amal bagi kt pk cik driver lepas balik dri KUIS. hrp2 org tu jumpa la, ameen (: 

And another great story (: Last Thursday I got the chance to break fast in the beautiful Masjid Besi with my friends and juniors. tk tahu kenapa, bt as soon as I entered the mosque, a positive vibe rushed through me. It's like something great was going to happen (: I thanked Allah for giving me the chance to get to know my little sisters, alhamdulillah. I tried to find time to get to know them, bt usually time will nt be on my side. On that night, I got the chance to have long chats with them, especially my junior from school, Zalila (: hee. bt the most unexpected thing happened was that I accidentally bumped into my akhwat, yg dah brbulan2 tk jumpa ! :D she used to be my naqibah, bt fr a few reasons, Kak Izana replaced her (: rindu sgt2 kt Kak Hannah tu smpai tk puas2 peluk dia. and still rindu lagi ni :')

yes, it may has not been that easy fr me these few days, bt I think it's just bcos Allah wants to give me great things ;) I love you Allah, always and forever (: 

Travelog Ramadhan-Journey towards Mardhatillah #2

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim (: 

Alhamdulillah, mlm ni masuk la 4 Ramadhan. subhanallah ! terlalu cepat masa berlalu. utk 2 dan 3 Ramadhan, sy compilekan je dalam satu entry :) hmm, 2 hari ni Allah byk mngajar sy ttg pngurusan masa. mengajar melalui ujian2 yg Dia beri. masa tu, as we know, memang tkkan dtg balik dah bila dah pergi. semua org tau, yet, tk ramai yg pndai mnghargai masa, trmasuklah sy sndiri :( harap2, Ramadhan ni Allah beri keberkatan masa buat kita, iaitu bilamana masa yang pendek tu dapat dimanfaat kan untuk buat mcm2 benda, ameen ! (: working hard towards it ! InsyaAllah, jom kita jadikan 4 Ramadhan lebih baik drp 1,2, dan 3. as fr me, nk menguruskan masa dengan baik esk :D :D :D

Travelog Ramadhan-Journey towards Mardhatillah #1

Assalamualaikum wbt (: 

Ramadhan datang lagi ! alhamdulillah, tk tau knape bt I have this one feeling that this Ramadhan is going to be different :D rasa excited sgt menunggu hari baru. alhamdulillah, dah 2 Ramadhan now. harap2 boleh maintain momentum fr the consecutive 29 days ! ameen ! :) 

So ape tu travelog Ramadhan ? hehe :) rancangannya, nk coretkan apa yg saya lalui dalam journey Ramadhan kali ni. why do I call it a journey ? sbb dlm Ramadhan ni la kte akan diuji dari berbagai-bagai segi, and I think the best way fr me to share is here, as a reminder fr me in the future, and a lesson to those who happen to read this ;) 

My first day had been a great one :) I managed to figure out a few things that Allah might be testing on me. antaranya ialah SABAR dan KAWAL NAFSU (: so, sabar apa yg Allah uji saya ? sabar dlm mnghadapi masalah, especially in handling people. biasanya, kalau masalah tu hanya kita dan kita, senang je nk selesaikan right ? tp bila melibatkan org lain, memang kita kena sabar. susah, sgt susah. tp saya rasa hikmahnya puasa ni, saya tk larat nk rasa marah ! hehe. kelakar kan ? tp saya rasa best sgt :) bila penat, kita malas nk marah2 or tension2. so instead, anything that pissed me off yesterday, I just deal with it with a smile, alhamdulillah ! 

Kawal nafsu. bagi saya, yang ni pulak nafsu untuk berbelanja kot :) biasa la kn, bulan Ramadhan ni, dengan bazaar la, kuih muih laa. memang banyak godaan. lebih2 lagi kt MMU ni, bazaar kt depan surau =.= punya la byk godaan nk melangkah ke surau tu. hehe. nasib baik lah saya tinggalkan purse kt bilik. so nk beli kuih pun tk boleh. alhamdulillah, da elak pembaziran ^_^

Selepas muhasabah diri kita, mungkin kita akan sedar apa yang Allah uji kita hari tu. If ujian tu kita tk handle dgn baik, expect it to come again, sbb Dia akan uji dan uji smpai la kita pass :) mungkin itulah pentingnya muhasabah. so that tkde la sia2 Allah uji kita :)

wallahua'lam. 

Boyfriend ? hmm.

Assalamualaikum :) 

Ha ! sape  penah ade boyfriend ? hehe. best kan bercinta ni. semuanya indah. sms sepanjang masa, gayut2, dating. wahhh ! memang best laa ! :D

Tapi kan, perlu ke semua tu ? ada kawan saya ni cakap, "Best nya, tgk org laen ade boyfriend". C'mon la dear. you don't need a guy to define your life, to tell people that you're happy, to tell people you're pretty. urgh. sy tk tau mcm mn sy nk explain, tp the point is, semua tu tak perlu ! 

Tipu la kalau cakap sy tk pernah couple. pernah je, and lama pulak tuu. bila break rs mcm nk mati. tp lama2 rs mcm bodoh pulak sedih2. kenapa kena sedih kalau ada Allah ? ALLAH ITU SEHEBAT-HEBAT PENCINTA ! pernah ke jumpa kekasih yang ada di sisi kita 24 jam ? pernah ke jumpa kekasih yang tak pernah kisah kita nak merungut, menangis, mengadu kt dia pasal semua benda ? kalau pernah jumpa, tolong bgtau sy eh ;) hehe. tp adat kita manusia, tkkan cintalah kita kalau tk bertemu, bersua. subhanallah, itulah cantiknya bercinta dengan Allah ! kita kumpul rindu sebanyak-banyak nya, bayangkan one day bila kita jumpa Dia. Indahnya !! :') 

Macam mn nk bercinta dengan Allah kalau kita tk kenal Dia kn ? sebab tu Dia dah bagi surat2 cinta kt kita, al-Quran. baca, hayati surat2 cinta tu. cantik, cantik sangat. yang hebatnya, semua janji2 Dia boleh pakai. bukan mcm manusia yg hnya pndai tabur janji, tp tunaikannya belum tentu lagi. 

Kawan2 ! sy tk ckp bnda2 ni sebab nk poyo, nk menunjuk ke apa, cuma nk sedarkan kita semua, and to remind myself jugak, cinta manusia hnya sementara. I'm not asking you to isolate yourself from the world, avoiding yourself from falling to the opposite gender. NO ! Cinta itu fitrah. MEMANG TAKKAN BOLEH ELAK. tapi apakata kita mantapkan cinta kita pada Dia dulu ? so that cinta kita pada Dia tu membawa kepada cinta kepada manusia ? tk ke cantik kalau mcm tuuu (: 

Jom cintakan Allah sebanyak-banyak nya, ok ? :) 

wallahua'lam. 

My Dear Future Husband (:

My Dear Future Husband :) ,  

I can't promise you that I'll cook the best meal you have ever tasted,

But I promise to make sure that I'll be preparing all your meals and be there with you when you eat.

I can't promise you that our home will be filled with fancy and expensive stuffs,

But I promise that I'll fill it with love and positive vibes.

I can't promise you that I'll be pretty all the time,

But I promise to be pretty only for you. 

I can't promise you that I'll be spending all my time with you,

But I promise to spend all my time thinking of Him, and when I think of Him, I'll think of the love He sends to me. 

I can't promise you that I will not talk to the other guys,

But I promise that only you can look into my eyes and touch my heart.

I can't promise you to be the best wife in the world,

But I promise to try to be His best servant, and pray that He'll grant my wish to be your wife in the life hereafter.

My Dear Future Husband :) ,

I want to be your soft-hearted Aisyah, your loyal Khadijah, your strong Asma', and your humble Fatimah.

And I will love you as long as you love Him :) 

Choices :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. 

Pernah dengar tak orang cakap "You are what you are today because of the choices that you made yesterday" ? Maybe I am just 19 but truthfully, I think I had seen and experienced enough in my life, and I can say that, to make a choice is not an easy deal :)

Yang kelakarnya, walaupun benda ni susah, kita kena buat jugak. Start dari bangun pagi2, pilih nak tidur balik ke nak pergi kelas ;) Then yang perempuan pulak, bila nak pergi kelas kena pilih baju warna apa nak pakai hari ni. Sandals ke heels ? Tudung lilit ke tak ? Kesimpulannya, memang tak boleh lari laa daripada buat keputusan ni. Sigh sigh sigh.

Tapi yang ajaib nya, you can feel the difference when you make choices because of Him and only Him. For instance, "Nak pergi konsert ke, ceramah ?" Memang kalau ikut majoriti akan cakap nk pergi ceramah la kan, konon2 nya ceramah tu membawa lebih banyak kebaikan. Tapi tanya balik diri kita, kenapa nak pergi ceramah ? sebab ceramah tu baik ? sebab Imam Muda Asyraf yang bagi ceramah ? ke sebab ikut kawan ? ;) masing2 tahu jawapan sendiri, right ? :) 

CUBA, CUBA pada suatu ketika, kita ambil satu keputusan tu, SEMATA-MATA kerana Allah S.W.T. Contoh, bila bangun pagi and malas pergi kelas, kita kuatkan jugak hati kerana Allah S.W.T. :) From my experience my friends, you'll be able to see the domino effects in the near future. Bila niat sudah ikhlas dan betul, kita  akan belajar dengan senang. Bila dalam kelas dah faham, revision jadi mudah. Bila revision mudah, result pun gempak ! :D InsyaAllah !! :) 

Kesimpulannya, letaklah Allah S.W.T. sebagai satu2 nya niat dalam setiap apa pun pilihan yang kita buat. From the tiniest little things like what to wear to major decisions in your life. You'll see that when you choose ONLY BECAUSE OF HIM, He'll ease your life :) In the future, you'll be able to look back and smile on how beautiful things have been when you put Allah as the top priority. Yes, sometimes we'll need to sacrifice. No worries. It'll worth all the pain and tears :)  

I made a difficult choice yesterday and I can proudly say that I am where I am now because of Him :) only Him. 

wallahua'lam.